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Originally Posted by yunomi
I can relate to that. I dont feel like interact to people yet deep inside there's a little hope of closeness. But there's also a doubt "do i need it anyway?". My life is a stuggle of The need of acceptance, fear of rejection and a desire to not care at all lol.
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I think related to the first response. Yes I want acceptance and love and I do contradict myself it's how you just described it.
I do need to fight my fears, I am slowly by talking to people I may find something more than the average date starting slow obviously but learning someone new. I want them to learn me to accept me. So yes I am easily capable of it, it's just hard to let this itching that I feel they will hurt me it's a struggle constantly to stay with someone not knowing if one minute they will change on you and stop loving you or treat you well being with disrespect because they stop wanting to like you. I think.