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Originally Posted by BudFox
But how can you have real trust with someone who is so heavily filtered? I'm not sure what people mean when they talk about trust in therapy. Seems it's more like faith than trust. I hesitate to say blind faith, but the client is certainly groping in the dark.
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It does feel a little like blind faith since my T gives so little in the way of himself. I don't have any real idea of what he thinks of me, other than how he has described me: atypical, lonely, depressed. Once he said I was brilliant but I don't know if he meant it. He has told me that I view myself as unlovable, which to me insinuates that he thinks maybe I'm not unlovable? If he knew how much I pick apart everything he says he likely wouldn't speak again! :/
So yeah, when I know so little of what he thinks, it is a bit like groping in the dark. I'm always hoping he likes me, but I never really know. I won't dare ask, either, for fear of some ambiguous answer that would crush me.