A while ago we had a major damn break and EVERYTHING and EVERYONE started pouring out in rapid cycles. It was aharshly rude awaking cuz for a eriod of yrs before i had actually come to truly believe i was singular! Anything i didnt remember or couldnt explain i had chalked up to drinking and lots of quick answers were provided when questioned. Not that anyone was lying per say but more just covering up idk outta fear of lossing our SO or if they were trying to protect an image of wholeness that had been created..... any ways back on topic.... It started with a selfie on my phone. Scared the crap outta me! To this day as far as i know no one has claimed that pic. Nothing raunchy just a normal pic sitting on the porch, but thos eyes! *shutter. Sent the pic to my SO and his response was u look pretty..my response was WTF?! THATS NOT ME! He was obviously confused but then "my other half" reemerged. ( Call her that cuz she is the best and longest known to me. We used to be co concesous/ aware. She showed up, our SO already had known her by her indiviual name from way back when we met. I was completely out for a day and had no clue. Thought i just fell asleep. After that more came tumbling out and asked my SO to start documenting as a lot of parts were unknown, or had not been in a long time some since childhood. So yes there are many voice recordings, a few vids, and lots of pics, texts, and notes. Some are terribly disturbing, some just weird, some, though still embarrasing to me at times, ive come to accept that they are important to other parts.. so even tho i would come to at times and look thru my stuff get angry or embarrassed and start trashing evidence, eventually i have cometo terms with that i have no right to start just chucking others belongings or correspondence. Sometimes i look back thru and find stuff missing, i can only hope that we are not all being disrespectful to each other and that things that have been more recently deleted was cuz the part it belongs to decided they didnt want it anymore. Still look back at that pic from my porch from time to time and its still creeps me out... now our SO doesnt record us any longer and other than stuff that is normal for another parts, we do not make a habit of recording ourselves.sEmbarrasing, disturbing, down right shocking and sometimes gross...yes, but overall it has been essential to our process and really helpful actually to keep a sense of time not being just "lost".