Hi Shattered Sanithy and Skeezy's. Thanks for writing to me. I was actually getting paranoid that nobody HERE wanted to talk to me either!! It's crazy. I wonder sometimes about Agoraphobia, my mom had it and I worry I might somehow get it, but I don't know why I'm scared to go out. I wouldn't think That I have social anxiety because I'm actually outgoing, but w/ strangers, for instance walking on the beach or down the street, I think everyone is looking at me and it really bothers me. As far as what do I do here at the house, well I'm a live in caregiver for a disabled man so that takes some of my time, and I do crafts. I'm crocheting a rag rug and making bird houses right now. THAT really pisses me off sometimes too!! I used to be on a bunch of meds but haven't been in 5 yrs. I'd like to see someone but WILL NOT get involved w/ COUNTY mental health no matter where or what and can't afford to just pay a shrink!

I WISH I could give everyone staring at me the finger! I just keep my head down and try to ignore them. I'm going to look for that book because it's exactly how I'm feeling!