Hi again Shattered.

I have absolutely no family/no family support. All of my people died, the last being my grandma in 2001 and it's absolutely brutal. And I too feel like I've done something wrong. Like cosmically. I wonder what kind of monster I must have been like in a past life to be left here on this earth alone and NO BODY understands. Ever. I do have 3 kids, but that just makes it worse like why have I been left here alone to raise 3 kids? It's horrible.