I was recently diagnosed with BPD. I have been treated for depression for the last two years.

Being in a relationship has always been difficult for me. I was always bored or ready to pursue the next guy that looked my way. This was manageable when I was single but I am married now. I will be celebrating, my four year anniversary soon. I hate the fact that I have a wonderful husband that I sometimes think about leaving. I am bored. My needs and feelings seem to change on a weekly basis. My desire faded for him long ago. I am learning that part of this BPD "gift" is dealing with increased sexual desire and irrational behavior. Does anyone else experience this in the current marriage? Will it get better once my meds are regulated? If anyone can offer any suggestions on how I can better cope with these issues, I would be forever grateful.