i've never told anyone this, but a friend of mine (sort of) runs a radio station- by himself

and i constantly wonder when it's off air, is he just having issues with the server, or is he been involved in an accident- is he still alive?

on the site i'm on to talk about the station, i've often thought about asking him, "if you die, what will happen to the station". but it sounds stupid.

he's in his 60's and i obsess over it sometimes