I've been feeling the squeeze of depression lately. School is so hard and I do nothing else but homework and assignments. I tried to visit a friend and have brunch with her family but the whole time I was just stressing about the millions of papers and presentations I have to do over the next four weeks, not to mention the finals looming on the horizon.

I'm pretty close to a major meltdown, again. If the rest of the 3 years go this way, I'm going to be in a straight jacket before it's over.
The problem is, it's non-stop. Work from sun up to, well it's nearly one in the morning now. Everyday is like this but there is no choice. This is what school is but I'm not sure I can do it and the bad part is, I'm not sure i want to anymore. Damn, I like these courses but it's just too hard to keep up. How long can a person deal with so much stress before it just snaps her in half?

rant rant rant.
sigh
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