Hi and welcome to PC.

I too find I have issues and thoughts I don't want to burden husband or friends with beyond a certain point.

This place has met this need in a lot of ways, I can rant, and rant, and people care. One of the community liaison team has also been of immeasurable help. Also I find a sense of relief responding to other posts and it reminds me that I'm not alone and there is some good in me.

People here have helped me through some dark times and I hope you get as much encouragement from this community as I have!