So we have this very old alter called Laureen or Laurean.. whatever, it's to hide her real name Lust.. I hate her with passion. I have a date tomorrow. She doesn't know that I have DID, therefore she doesn't know that the reason why we are dating is because of Laureen's lust.
I am simply apathetic by the recent **** that has happened, and my date knows that. Gods and Goddesses know, I've been so cold to her, partially because she is not my girlfriend she is simply Laureen's toy. And now I am scared that if she turns up to kiss me (which because we were long distance will be our first) and Laureen has not gotten any action in months, she will jump out and ruin everything and I have to put a mask on, make a theatre out of it, and pretend like I am alive once again...
How do you kill an alter for one night? Hmm maybe getting her get control, choking her and then switching out before we die? I don't know, give me suggestions... for how to kill a damn alter..