I was like the op for a long time before I went into the psychosis. There was no way I was going on a mood stabilizer or an ap. But whoa have I had a change of heart. I do still think big pharma is corrupt in some ways. I still think bp is way too over diagnosed. But for me the meds have helped tremendously even with the huge weight gain from APs. I've tried going off APS but I feel really paranoid off of them since that psychosis.

Idk, I wouldn't accept the diagnosis or meds before, it took losing touch with reality for me to accept both.

Are you struggling...