When I was in my teens I believe I was a bisexual however I was very very wrong. I slept with 19 men from the age of 15 to 17. Within those I was raped by 9 of thoes men and molested in my sleep by 14. I had ...... Have a sex addiction and men are easy. I'm 19 now and have only slept with 5 women. I have already met the love of my life but things are very hard for us we are stuck living withy mother they are both mentality disabled and my mother used to abuse me. My bpd has been active and I'm wanting to get out. But I love her and never want to hurt her what do I do.