Every time they had made mistakes with me, they have always refused to pick up the pieces. That is what I hate the most. No one had ever tried to follow up or repair the damage done. If I tried to talk about it I was verbally abused. It has gone on off and on for as long as I've been treated, over 20 years.
I still suffer from something that happened half a year ago, I would need counseling for it and a med change, but nothing will happen since the mistake was "nothing". In their eyes.
I know every interaction with health care can be the beginning of the end.
I know it's not me. I know people who work in health care and see their coworkers neglect and abuse patients.
It is very easy for me to think that I am alone and I brought this on myself, but puts things in perspective seeing how patients had a much rougher deal, and no actions were still taken.