Everyday the list of things I want to do grows. It's overwhelming. Everything feels important. I don't know where to start. It never feels like I have time for fun and productivity.
Therapy seems like the only option everyone is giving me, but finding a therapist is tedious, especially because I will need help from the government to pay for it. I don't feel motivated to put myself out there again unless I'm having an "episode". These are excuses, I know, but knowing isn't making it any easier for me to take action. Most of the time it feels easier to pretend nothing is wrong.
Thanks for all your support everyone.