I hear you. If I had a penny for every "I love you" I've been afraid to say, every "Seriously, get off my foot - and leave that other person alone, too!" I've never had the gumption to utter, everything I've ever wanted to go for that I haven't, I'd be buried in copper right now!

Sometimes you just have to get so fed up with it, you shout "ENOUGH!!" and start LIVING. Hold on to those moments and feed them. You owe it to yourself and anyone whose life you may touch. I wish you all the best.