I know this as well tired of explaining, but to me the opposite is also true...It doesn't seem like I can get everything out to do it any justice like a novel I guess......Anyway probably one of reasons I'm dependent and needy that is still around in some capacity....For a couple of years, so much was happening daily I thought I was cursed with the population around me as well. I think its a way they scramble to intentionally bottle you to experience DID instead of coping its a coping mechanism . I got recorded phone calls, text to allow my T to listen to the tom foolery daily and daily