I don't think that family members who tell you to kill yourself really mean it. They're acting out their anger and frustration for some reason. They're trying to hurt you and it's working so they keep doing it.

My daughter has told me multiple times that she has disowned me. That I should never have had children. She usually does it when she's angry or hurting for some reason. I try not to take it personally.

It's not right and what they say to us hurts deeply. Don't give up! Stay strong!