That sounds really tough for you. All I can share is in my experience you will get used to it. I know that's probably not very helpful right now though. My T moved from living 25 minutes away to living 2 hours away...I was absolutely devastated at the time, sent her all sorts of emails saying how she doesn't care about me and is leaving me etc. But it all worked out. I now see her as often as I want to drive the two hours to see her. She only works 2 days a week but we have made it work. I now go around every 2 weeks, sometimes it's 3, sometimes 4. But we still have that connection and I can email her whenever I like. The distance in some ways has helped me because I make better use of my time with her as I see her less often. Not sure if this helps but I hope you are able to maintain your relationship with her even if seeing her a little less.