I've had sleep apnea for over two years now; I've been using a cpap for about that long as well. I still wake up everyday wiped out. I was already depressed before, but I was still okay with that. But now I wake up unrefreshed almost everyday. I don't see a point in living like this. There is no payoff, just the grueling drudgery of life. I lost my job because of this. I'm 47 years old, few family or friends anyway so I doubt anyone would be upset if I bailed.

I just don't see a reason to live. I am so tired.