I ****ing can't take this anymore. I'm too chicken **** to kill myself, and too crazy to ****ing live so I just survive. Barely. What am I supposed to do. My boyfriend has ignored my calls and texts all morning until I just now told him II was done with it all. He just messaged me. When I said I was done with all of it. That's when I guess he thought he better stop ignoring me??? What the **** kind of love is that??? All he had to do is just send me one ****ing text. Just ****ing check the **** in. That's all I wanted. Is that too much? Really? Is it too much for someone who says they love you to text you one time?