If this is bothering you, it is definitely not petty or unimportant. I feel so lonely, scared, and alienated at night, too. I go from being ok to wanting to cut, being very depressed, and just wanting someone there to watch me, to keep me company, etc. If there's no one home to talk to me on the phone all night I panic. I don't do well at night at all.

Were you abused? There's this thing about the nighttime with abuse victims that drives them crazy at night...that's what I've heard anyways.