I'm still fighting with this 3 months into being on the clozaril that has made it at least possible to do more than just before I had to go out. Now I'm at every other day and did 2 in a row this weekend. I'm hoping to get 3 in a row soon.

It is a huge effort, one of the hardest things to do for some reason. Once I'm in there I'm generally ok but the motivation is hard to find. My therapist says I'm doing ok and not to worry so much. He's right, I don't stink, but I'd like to follow my old routines. One thing at a time I guess.