I confronted my dad about why he didnt help
me when he was told about my brother sexually abusing me. He said he didnt
know anything about it. I was there when my mother told him! He just doenst
want to remember. Thats how he is being right now. I asked him how does
that make you feel that I was molested by my brother and raped by his friends ? He said not very good. But
it still didnt give me the right to mismanage his affairs. He said there's
nothing he can do about it now. Never a sorry .. nothing!!!!Who was this
man that I cared for all these years?

Yes this is something that has been on my mind today. I dont understand it. I know some people cant show their emotions . But for someone I was supposed to mean so much to.. this is f***ing rediculous! I AM SO HURT ... just makes me sick to my stomach. Everyone else is supposed to own up to THEIR mistakes when it comes to him.. but not him!