Yesterday afternoon, my dad came over and talked to my husband. He told my husband, among other things, that "this ******** of you bullying her stops today." He also told him that if he is going to leave, to man up and do it.
My therapist today built me up and made me feel much more secure in my position. Tomorrow we are going for legal aid at my church. I am hoping for positive news. To top things off, I changed my ring tone to Gloria Gaynor's I Will Survive. HA! I just need this sinking emptiness to subside and it's a go.
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Every finger in the room is pointing at me
I want to spit in their faces then I get afraid of what that could bring
I got a bowling ball in my stomach I got a desert in my mouth
Figures that my courage would choose to sell out now
Tori Amos ~ Crucify
Dx: Schizoaffective Disorder
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