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Old May 10, 2016, 06:43 PM
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Originally Posted by healed84 View Post
The closest people I know probably padded themselves on their shoulder b/c they stopped me from killing myself a year and a half ago.. But where are they now? This is my life, I have to deal with it not them!! T included.

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Oh, honey. Yes, you have to deal with it. They probably don't understand. However, that doesn't mean you can't have others with you along the way. We are here for you, to support you. Don't ever forget that.
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There are so many things wrong with me, and sometimes I believe there is more than what is diagnosed. I fear never healing, being left alone to crawl this heartless, cruel world. I hate myself so much, and sometimes, as much as I hate them, all I really want is a heartfelt hug. Will I ever make it through this thing called life? Or will I drown in the darkest depths of the ocean? Only time can tell. As for now, I just hide and I fear. This is, and will always be my life.