I am sorry this happened, I am glad that your meds are starting to work and your depression is dipping.
Sometimes the process in therapy is unpredictable as you know from your own experience, it can be both slow and painful. I wonder is this to do with your dream, I wonder is this your ts stuff, not yours?
It's funny how this comes up a few weeks later, maybe a coincidence and perhaps I am being skeptical but it seems significant to me.
It sounds as though you are really struggling and could do with extra support right now and I am glad your t suggested an extra meet this week. Perhaps you could take a little control here and suggest that a cut back would be harmful right now and you feel extra support would be more benificial? I can understand how you feel like you are being needy but I see it as you being distressed and needing some support right now and there is no harm in that so please try not to punish yourself further for bedding a little support, you deserve it right now

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