As the title says, I don't want to go but I need to. I hate these push pull feelings I have with t. She never replied to my text and so realistically I know she will wait until session but I perceive it as I don't matter, my feelings don't matter!
I want to punishe her and not show up on Thursday because it something I have never done with her and from being a trainee and knowing my own feelings when a client doesn't show up it will probably hurt her. I know it's childish but part of me wants to punish her for hurting me so much lately.
Please tell me I am being childish and irresponsible and to just go to my session.

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