Rx, hope that you are feeling better today. I know how you feel...I felt like the biggest loser on earth when I screwed up a few weeks ago visiting my dad out of town. I have been doing good since. I know that I have to keep on trying. The fact that you realize these mistakes and are reaching out for help is very important. You are trying. It took me ten long years of trying to get clean, to finally get clean...and I still fell off the wagon after 9 months of totally being clean. It's hard. I think that overcoming addiction is one of the HARDEST battles anyone can overcome. Keep your head up and try your best to just take it one hour, one day at a time. I don't like to drone on like an NA meeting, but thinking about it like that has helped me a lot. [emoji1374]❤️

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