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Old May 10, 2016, 10:57 PM
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It's just I have become so used to being brutal towards myself because everyone in my family is so harsh when I make a mistake that I am consciencously that way towards myself. I guess, I am brutal because I fear and feel people will be brutal to me so I am brutal towards myself. I guess all this silly spending is my way of showing my family that I want to get something at least from the way I feel and am being treated.