I am sorry myrto, this sounds both painful and frustrating especially since it's out of the blue. If your t had of been more open and said she bought a house to renovate, perhaps that would hurt more because it would appear she didn't care but I suspect she does but this is about your feelings and not hers. It is a lot of time off and maybe she has good reason to justify it. I think your reaction and by walking out was reasonable and shows how important your work together has been for you. Do you think you can work through your feelings and fears with her? I think this could be where the real work lies, perhaps this fear of abandonment will bring you closer. Maybe she could do one week of two sessions, so you still get four sessions a month, do you think you could ask her because it sounds like you could use these to process what's happening right now. Please be gentle with yourself and not punishing

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