Today it got pretty bad my mother was yelling that I make mess everyday the same stuff I deal with everyday. It got heated I wanted her to shut up so I was just saying k to everyday basically she was complaining that all she does it clean and that where I sit there is always mess. Then she was trying to blame me for the fact that she still hasn't sown things because she spends 100% cleaning. It got worse when she was telling me to stop abusing her and i was like k and then she just got more angry i was like saying k to everything isn't abusing you and then she is like one day your going to piss me off and i am going to hit you. Then I told her to go **** herself and kill herself. I told her to get a rope and tie it and jump off a cliff. She told me to go outside and leave turned off my internet. I walked outside and then came back and I was like why don't you let me leave live with friends. Then she is like so they can kick you out for the same **** you do here. I was like this is my problem not yours don't see why you won't let me leave. She is like why can't we just compromise we can't. I am messy I don't care about anything she is clean and likes everything in order our personalities just aren't compatible. No matter what compromise we come too I will never be the exact same personality type as her. She is only making me suffer for forcing me to stay here.