Your lazy because your adhd and your a ****tard and your behaviour is why you have problems. Yes, maybe that is it maybe it not that they don't accept me they just don't understand how I am and why I am like this. Even though they live with me. I had a friend tell me that he thinks I am looking for sympathy like I would actually give a **** if he or anyone cared about my suffering. Heck I don't even care about my suffering so why would others.