Dear MC,
Even though it was meant as just a thanks and an FYI to you, I hope you at some point respond to my e-mail from last night. It's nothing urgent. I think the issue is that in my mind, I know what I really wanted to say, but didn't, so it's like I'm nervous as if I'd said that. Of course, I already told you that once before, nearly a year ago, but then a few days later, we had a rupture. So I'm scared to say it. But when I have overwhelming feelings, I find it helps me to just get them out. Maybe you'll read between the lines of "intense feelings of gratitude and warm/fuzzy feelings toward you (that I know are mostly transference-y)" and get what I mean...That I love you so much. Platonically, but like really intensely...