I relate. Where is the brownie points store located so I can spend all the points I've earned?

I destroyed a toilet once. Ripped the seat off and smashed it, then took the back off the toilet and smashed it into pieces. Cut myself up pretty good in the process. It's been years since I experienced something like this. Last time was when my husband installed new granite countertops and got me a new set of pans. Something set me off (can't remember what so it was probably nothing) and I began smashing the pans onto the counter. Fortunately granite is strong and not a ding on the new countertops. I destroyed a pan though. I'm so glad that was all that happened and I hope I never go through anything like this again. Is this a bipolar thing? Breaking stuff?