Thanks for replies,
I should say that a manager from this particular hotline called me back and listened intently to what I had to say. They even said they would alter their training regimen to provide a more supportive environment, because the way I was dealt with is not ideal. The last thing anyone wants to hear when calling a distress line, is that they cannot listen if the information has already been shared... Doesn't matter if they aren't funded enough or have enough volunteers - when someone is calling a distress center - most times they need someone to listen. It defeats the point of the line if there are stipulations with what is considered distress, when distress is subjective and unique to every caller.
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Are you in therapy or on anti-deressants?
Do you consider yourself to be suicidal 150 times year? I am asking because that seems like a lot.
I am not suggesting that you are not in need, but maybe there are other resources that can help you.
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No I am not on medications. And yes - I have absolutely felt ready to off myself daily since the trauma started... The trauma has happened multiple times. Everyday is a struggle to stay alive, so I definitely need the services available.
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Wow I have no idea what to say to that but based on his limited knowledge on trauma and its affects I am guessing he is fairly new at the job. To be honest trauma's like that don't go away once you talk about it or the second time even. Some traumas can go on for year without any end or hope in site. I am fairly sure he doesn't know what he's talking about a list of coping mechanisms? You would think that someone in the mental health system would have more of a clue and assistance to help someone in that state. Honestly, how can you call them saying you wanna off yourself and then they don't even call you the day later with a care plan on how to help you... Honestly I am confused what are they there for if they can't help you when in distress?
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The other resources would be therapy. Since my trauma has to do with unethical therapists and healthcare professionals it makes it difficult to go back to therapy, so utilizing crisis helplines is essential in my case. Even thinking about going back to therapy is extremely scary despite the fact that I know I need help in a therapeutic setting to deal with the trauma... I am making strides slowly but surely.
Thanks,
HD