I'll try and be short but there's a lot...
I was in the psych ward for two weeks. No one initiated a call period only called me back. My Dad and stepmom came to my house on their day off to check onmy cat and dog. Before I left I filled their dishes and left the ac on for them so they would be comfy and what not have plenty of food, water and stuff for the dog to use (she was a breeder dog and didnt know anything outside of a kennel when I got her; so she's paper trained). They picked up after the dog, fed them, my dad broke into my shed to mow the lawn so I wouldn't have to pay 35 bucks for the park to mow my lawn instead of coming up fo r few minutes to see me to get the key to the shed or make an extra. Well I left my computer on this site and maybe something else not sure. They read things about "my adventures" telling my sister suppposedly that I put an ad out for casual sex and that I got an answer. they went thru this account apparently. And I was told my stepmom was upset that I was questioning whether her love for me was trully unconditional or not. So I asked so she thinks I'm a *****? the reply I got from my dad was yup and I'mnot too far behind. He basically ended up hanging up on me. And in another call I made it was that I was two faced expecting things family does for eachother when I talk about them on basically what amounts as an online psycho newspaper is what I was told. All my providers said they were wrong in looking at this stuff. But they argued it was public domain and I had no right to say what I said.... so I havent seen my dad, stepmom or two little brothers in over 3 weeks. I don't know how to make amends with my stepmom bc how can I? She has issues anyway I think but I heard the way they talk about my twin and it makes me tearful but I'm sure they do it about me too.
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