Midnight is the third deadline...can't seem to get started, and I refuse to let you in, because I want to rail and whine against grownup things. I've ignored the nice email today requesting my part that was do Monday. I can't ignore it anymore, so the deadline is of my making for myself or decide I can do this, and am a failure. I'm refusing to lean on anyone in my inner circle that I know will cheer me to the finish line. What's this all about?

Sorry I haven't responded to your emails and phone calls, but it's been that way with everyone. I'll come up for air soon.