I had a busy day and didn't think about T until I wrote in my new journal. Now that it's on paper I feel calmer about the session. But then what happens is the feelings won't be so strong when I see T so I will have an excuse not to work on the issues. Not sure if that makes sense. I think it deserves its own thread.

I wonder if T will write me like she always does on Thursday or Fridays if I don't write her first. I want that little bit of connection which is different from processing my session in the email. I don't think she would object to that, seeing that I told her I wasn't ready to stop emailing and she was fine with it! So I will see how I feel tomorrow and Friday.