I don't know how to explain what I went thru... as a bipolar member here. I went thru building a small empire in a manic mode/energy. I was too busy just creating and making things happen. I feel into deep depression for 3 years.. did some of my best work in this state as well. I never felt good about bragging nor taking credit for what I did. I almost feel embarrassed. I grosses close to 1M in professional fees several years back, now zero zero. What ever you are dealing with, give yourself credit and time to think good luck