(((((hugs)))))

i really agree about life being a sick joke- who ever came up with this
you suffer and struggle every day, you always want more- but are never sure what you do want, and eventually life's taken away from you anyway- so if you're thinking about suicide or not, it doesn ot seem to matter... you just die eventually

even if you have your ideal job and your ideal lifestyle, it's taken away from you eventually... so i don't understand it. at all