Haha, grrrr, yes, anger. I am angry with you. How will I deal with it? Will I tell you? No, will I tell anyone else? No, will I let it sit with me? Not for long. Doesn't do me any good so will I ignore it like normal? I don't want to because that doesn't help either. Maybe I should tell you. I want to write it all down, every last bit of it and show you my life on paper. Will it help? Will any of it help? Maybe I am just designed to be like this. I don't need anyone else, they either hurt you or leave you anyway. I want off this f***ing rollercoaster.