I am feeling like I am all over the place. Like there is no beginning and there is no end. I am going to my new T tomorrow. Oh to start over is a big deal to me. To tell my story once again. I have to pay someone to listen to me. Help me to help myself. Never wanted to burn bridges, but they were burt for me. Relationship take on a whole new meaning when the Dx is not understood. This is just an example of a non-organized letter. Too many thoughts by some many people inside.