Yeah guys, It's been a while.
I thought I would change. I re-embarked on the acting gig. I tried being happy, screaming but it doesn't seem to hold anyone. It's been lonely for a long time, and I pretended to stay happy;still. I can't hold it anymore, I want to cry now, but the tears won't come. When you try to change, the world puts you in your place. I can't change, I am choked up now. I don't want to be a bother anymore, Now I envy the dead. **** everything and **** my life. Only If I could..... but I am not strong. I am sorry, I am a failure.