Hope you don't mind if i ask some potentially irritating or insulting questions.

If you are doing much better, have you thought about tapering off the drugs?

Since going to doctors makes you unwell, have you thought about not going to doctors? Or more specifically not going to conventional doctors who wear scrubs or lab coats, and instead seeing other types of practitioners who will investigate physical causes and who will, in my experience, not trigger the type of fear and anxiety that regular doctors seem to cause many people?

BTW, why do you suppose you have adverse reactions to doctors?

Hope you're appointment went ok.