Quote:
Originally Posted by Echos Myron
Thanks rainbow 
I had said it to him in a dream, which I told him and I told him I wouldn't be able to say that in real life "but that's not because it isn't true" which is pretty much saying it, isn't it!
T called it "saying it in parentheses" which I thought was a good description.
I think my fear is, if I care about him I have something to lose. |
I like the phrase, "saying it in parentheses". I also have trouble telling T directly how much I care about her. It was always, " a part loves you" or something like that. I told her that if she dies I will cry and cry, but not directly "I love you" though I sign my emails love because she does.
When she said "I love you, rainbow" in a session a couple of months ago, I kind of panicked. She means a generic kind of love, not romantic, but it's scary. Yes, there's a lot to lose when "love" is expressed, but there's so much to be gained! A famous quote whose author I forgot is "Tis better to have loved and lost than never to have loved at all."