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Old May 12, 2016, 12:03 PM
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Hey, Crocus. Thanks for asking! Well, I am currently in 5th period. I have nothing to do, so I'm hanging out with my favorite people: The Couch. I am highly anticipating graduation, which is the 21st at 7 PM if any of you want to hang out then. Join me! I am going to throw away the rest of my school thing tomorrow, as it is my last day until graduation. And I am looking forward to eating my ice cream graduation cake. I have to sing for my choir teacher, which is really freaking me out. I tried to get out of it and he won't let me. So I have to do that tomorrow and I am freaking out. A kid was stealing from him today. Other than that, I have a therapy appointment of Monday at 9 AM, which I am nervous about. And trying to get to the bank to talk about loans for my college classes, that I start this summer. And honestly trying to figure out my whole life and how I can ever fit into the awful things we call society that lives on this planet. So a lot is going on.
How did your appointment go this morning? Anything interesting going on over there?
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There are so many things wrong with me, and sometimes I believe there is more than what is diagnosed. I fear never healing, being left alone to crawl this heartless, cruel world. I hate myself so much, and sometimes, as much as I hate them, all I really want is a heartfelt hug. Will I ever make it through this thing called life? Or will I drown in the darkest depths of the ocean? Only time can tell. As for now, I just hide and I fear. This is, and will always be my life.
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Thanks for this!
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