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Originally Posted by Ellahmae
Hey DF and Mast.
Our system at work is down so I have too much time to be in my head. I should write but don't have energy to do anything. Just want some company.
I have T in a few hours and I'm nervous, and it's given me a headache. I don't understand why I get nervous when I see her so often.
My hands are sticky from nibbling on a caramel popcorn ball.
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Oh, that sound good right about now. The popcorn ball. I get really nervous before all of my appointments, too. Good luck!
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There are so many things wrong with me, and sometimes I believe there is more than what is diagnosed. I fear never healing, being left alone to crawl this heartless, cruel world. I hate myself so much, and sometimes, as much as I hate them, all I really want is a heartfelt hug. Will I ever make it through this thing called life? Or will I drown in the darkest depths of the ocean? Only time can tell. As for now, I just hide and I fear. This is, and will always be my life. 
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