You got me! Indeed, sex is great with her. And no doubt I am aware of it's pull.
And I do wonder how much of that pull keeps me into the relationship and moreover how much it blinds me to the not so good parts of our exchange.

From the start it has been a mix of primal and what I would call spiritual sex. I guess maybe physical sex vs conscious sex. Getting lost in the moment vs being in the moment.

We tend to be in the moment more and more. And perhaps some of you may think I am crazy. But it feels like we are healing with this type of lovemaking. It's slow, intimate, caring, deep and is not about orgasm, it's about intimacy. I have never felt anything close. There are times when I don't even feel my body. It's like we share the same energy and ARE the same energy. In short, it blows my mind! But not in the usual "mind blowing sex" way. It's more like a spiritual awakening. A new perspective on my sexuality.

So yes, sex is a big draw and a concern. However, like I said, it's like we heal through sex. Lol, I know I am going to get called out on this one!