I have also gone through a lest one? Long period of time I think like 5 yrs where I completely forgot... this created ALOT of anger and dissention amongst the ranks. Right now their seems to be fairly good coherency, Still lose time and I know sometimes others still come out on their own...but nothing like past periods of complete anarchy. Idk much of the internal structure that holds stuff in place as my primary functions are external, but I am semi conscious and daily more so that I am being used as a mouth piece. I hate it. I get thoughts, feeling and ideas basically screamed at me I have become very stream if conscious speaking as I have the hardest time with all the noise trying to retain my whatever I set out to discuss. It is becoming overwhelming and I feel like if something doesn't change soon, I'm gonna go full catatonic again and that just opens ALL the flood gates! But right from what I think I understand, is that because the body is completely intertwined with what echos in my head as " this is your primary function", the other parts are mostly at bay some because they want nothing to do with the current situation, it's boring, disgusting, not my problem etc, and others because it would be to traumatic for them to realize...I think?....