when does a dream stop being a dream and become something else ... ? ...

wrote yesterday about a strange mood I am in ... so this is a capper ... had a very active dream last night . so bad had to take xanex to get back to sleep , the very lucid dream continued till I awoke ... I am sure I was awake as I looked at the clock and began thinking about the day ahead but then continued fighting with a red and a blue pillow ... yes pillows ... one of the strangest experiences of my life .... then I actually crawled to the sides of the bed looking for them ... of course they were not there ... I may have been waking up at first, but not after I looked at the clock ... I was awake ...

psychotic ... or am I jumping the gun ... it's only my 3rd lucid dream or so ... not much experience in that area ... just wondering .....

I like this new med (doxepin) but I believe it is beggining to woop my ***** ....

this is embarassing ... but I have no answer .... so afraid it is the drug ... hoping this does not return and goes away soon ....